I feel like the sky that can embrace everything. and finally, it's like falling in love, with a person, a place, a memory, a feeling, a song, with life itself, with myself... It's like a dream. I was into him, that is all that matters. And I could call it "summertide".
Aren’t nobody going to read our mind. We have to learn to ask for what we want, and not sulk and drown in self-pity because nobody understands us. This new thing never fails to make you feel things. It's impossible to just ignore summertide going on my mind. This summertide that stays in me and I don't want to share it because it feels so personal to me.
The summer evenings started become to me beautiful, sparkly and glittery. I really enjoying the warm weather because it’s the perfect atmosphere roaming around me. The weather is sunny, the leaves are so nice with much sunshine, the flowers come out with beautiful colors and I think the things passing through me is beautiful.
I have never been fallen for him in past decade. I used to ask myself why heart is associated with him. I never really understood what is going on to me. But this feel is capable of making me feel 'love'. This made me daydream. This fell is much more than just "love" to me.
Time seems to have stopped. I feel thirsty, but I do not want to drink water. As if I were kind of floating, I was so light, so light. It's like swimming underwater, seeing the blue sky and white clouds through the surface of the water, it's running down a hill with a warm summer breeze in my hair, it's lying in a field at night and see the million stars in the night sky above my head, it's waking up one sun ray and clear summer morning, looking out of the window and see the landscape touched by sun ray, fluffy ray, I feel I am melting into the universe.
I feel like the sky that can embrace everything. and finally, it's like falling in love, with a person, a place, a memory, a feeling, a song, with life itself, with myself... It's like a dream. I was into him, that is all that matters. And I could call it "summertide".
Something already had started very beautiful. I think I saw him in a different light, he become my everything. Sometimes I used to lie in bed at night and think about him. While being trapped in almost a time warp with him in my mind, I forgot who I was. The feeling, though fleeting, was refreshing, something very like anything that I hadn’t experienced before.
Now, I know who I associate with. I fell in love with my version of him. I saw things he did and made a fantasy of them. It was like a bright light that pushed away all the darkness from my world.
I was still processing this in my head. I just could not believe this is happening. My heart was galloping and my hands were jiggling. I terminate for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say him; which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then….
At that moment, it felt like the universe understood just what I wanted out of the nature….
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